Pages: 1 2 [3] 4 5 ... 13   Go Down
Print
Author Topic: THE AUTHOR  (Read 11827 times)
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #30 on: April 12, 2017, 08:17:27 AM »

                                                        The Author.

                                                             Part 31.

                                                      "This is all very confusing."

Well actually it is completely removed from confusing.

When confusing is doing the observing then confusing will the observation be.

This is all part of the hall of mirrors the human is sentenced to wander for all time.

The human desperately wants to make sense of life.

But life does not make sense. Life is not accountable to anyone.

Life is a confusing mess because a confusing mess is trying to make sense of it.

Don`t think you are a confusing mess ?

Give a talk on the meaning of life. Your time starts now.

Trust me...anyone listening will confirm that you are a confusing mess.

And that confusing mess you are is trying to make sense of something that has no obligation whatsoever to make any sense at all.

Rather than look through the confusion, how about directly observing the confusion.

The moment you are observing the confusion that is you. You are out of confusion.

You have to be here to see it.

Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #31 on: April 21, 2017, 08:14:13 AM »

                                                  The Author

                                                      Part 32.

                                       Abandoning what is right in your life.


A human has no choice but to put a lot of time and effort into being right.

One is surrounded by examples of what happens when one isn`t.

You don`t give the right answers in the exam and you don`t pass.

You don`t say the right thing to someone and they are disappointed in you.

This stuff is so obvious that one looks through it .

One is so preoccupied doing it, that they fail to see what they are doing.

Being right is a full time commitment.

You can`t just be right once and expect that to carry you into the future.
The future promises all sorts of new there`s to be right in.

One does not want to spend any time being in the wrong.

And yet when one is in the wrong there exists nothing there to be in.

Everything that was so right coming in, turns out to be so wrong once one is there.

That which is wrong , once it is observed, is discarded.

The human does not accumulate the wrong answers.

An existence is created out of rightness.

The human is eternally puzzled by how s/he came to be where s/he is existing....

What is clear is that one is there.
What is not observed is that one is being right there.

Right and wrong are not the focus here. Focus is the focus. (Right or wrong.)

To a human the above appears to be mind games and word play.

Can it be observed that having to be constantly right is pure mind games and word play?

Can the human survive in a world where right and wrong don`t come into play ?

With no right, there would be no right there for anyone to be.

The wonder and the wonder-er are codependent.

Neither exist without the other.

It is through being right that they are right there.

Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #32 on: April 26, 2017, 03:30:15 AM »

                                             The Author

                                              Part 33.

                                          How to stay human.

The way humans remain human is to perpetually wonder how they came to be human.

How the human came to be is not the issue. Perpetually wondering is.

Any human will be able to convince you, and themselves, that they are the result of
things that have gone before.

Things that have happened in the past have contributed to what is now talking to you, and itself, as a human.

A human with no past is no human at all.

It is a past that makes someone human.

The human reasons that by making sense of the past that one day in the future, they will be free of it.

They will stake their lives on it.

After all...without their life, there would be nothing to stake on it.

Everything that is keeping someone human is happening NOW.

Thinking that the past created what is thinking is also only possible NOW.

Anything other than observing how one is being human NOW is a distraction
from observing how one is human.

Being human results in a human being.

Backing out of it is the only choice possible.

Everything else is the intervention of time.

Time is the gap between you and what is actual.



Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #33 on: April 27, 2017, 08:34:35 AM »

                                                             The Author

                                                               Part 34.

                                                            Stuck.

The fact of being stuck can only exist between two things.

One is susceptible to depression only while they exist between happiness and sadness.

Neither happiness nor sadness are actual. They are both projections of the mind.

The existence of sadness and happiness begins the moment one projects a self between them.

Happiness or sadness in relation to dinkumdankums does not exist.
One is not desirous of , or being deprived of  dinkumdankums.
Dinkumdankums cannot be held to ransom.

Someone who is stuck in a deep depression can be asked to express their feelings
about dinkumdankums.
Not surprisingly they will not have any.
Nor will they have the time to ponder their lack of depression on this subject.

After all, they are far to busy being depressed about real things.

But when asked what are the real things one is depressed about, it is observed that
the only thing real about them is the compulsion to make them real.

One can only remain depressed by not observing what they are depressed about.

The moment one actually observes the cause of their depression it transforms and is no longer there.

"I am depressed because I failed to find happiness."

Just get off this treadmill and look how you are being played.

Happiness is a mental projection. A phantom.
It is the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

"I will be happy when I learn to drive.
I will be happy when I leave school.
I will be happy when I get a job.
I will be happy when I get another job.
I will be happy when I meet my soul mate.
I will be happy when I get married.

I will be happy when I get a promotion at work.
I will be happy when I have a baby.
I will be happy when I have my own home.
I will be happy when I buy this course on how to be rich and happy.
I will be happy when I have a daughter to go with my three sons.
I will be happy when I am retired.
I will be happy when I am divorced.
I will be happy when I am dead."


Maybe you have a few of your own.

Go for it.
I`ll still be here when you get back.
« Last Edit: May 31, 2017, 08:17:27 AM by Ididntcomeback » Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #34 on: April 29, 2017, 07:44:26 AM »

                                                            The Author

                                                               Part 35.

                                                           Entitlement.

The human operates from a sense of entitlement.

That sense of entitlement is an authored author.... Or a ghost writer.

The entitlements a human has an expectation of are all mental projections, based
on, and in, time.

"I am entitled to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness."

Really ?   Says who ?

Any time the fact that these entitlements are not actual is evident, the human becomes indignant.
It throws a hissy fit. 

The human feels it is entitled to believe what it wants to.
The human thinks it has a right to a philosophy.

The human will hold up it`s beliefs and philosophies to shade itself from the evaporating penetration
of the actual.

The human does not see that the beliefs and philosophies that they hold need to be defended.

When they are attacked the human will run to their aid.

The human spends it`s life protecting it`s beliefs and philosophies.
Those same beliefs and philosophies that abandon them in times of trouble.

See what is actual. Discard what is non actual and the actual is what remains.

Being free of the human is not an entitlement.
It is lack of entitlement.
« Last Edit: May 03, 2017, 08:30:34 AM by Ididntcomeback » Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #35 on: May 03, 2017, 08:48:32 AM »

                                                            The Author

                                                               Part 36.

                                                          The impossible.


Getting out of a life is not possible.

That life exists because one is in it.

So to be out of it that life has no basis for existence.

Does this help to explain why getting out of life is not possible. ?

That life would no longer be there to know it was out.

Death would have been conquered.

Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #36 on: May 04, 2017, 08:20:15 AM »

                                                          The Author

                                                               Part 37.

                                                       Life is a prerequisite to death.

Once a life exists that is all it is.

All it is is the life that has been created.

Everything that life consists of is prone to having that life taken from it.

That life has a mandate to perpetuate itself.
It dedicates it`s time to that and has no time to observe the mechanics of what it is doing.

The self is so busy staying alive it never examines what being alive actually is.

The frustration and anger experienced whilst examining this material is such a life.

The frustration and anger is an invitation for a life of frustration and anger.

That life of frustration and anger is incapable of observing what it is because it is
the frustration and anger that is looking.

The frustration and anger is the life that has a mandate to perpetuate itself.

It projects the frustration and anger on all it sees.

This is the mechanical process of how a human sabotages itself.

It`s self has an appointment with death. And the human mandate is to
put that appointment off for as much time as possible.

Every human is being conned by this mechanism.

If they weren`t, they would cease to exist as a human.
Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #37 on: May 06, 2017, 08:31:51 AM »

                                                          The Author

                                                               Part 38.

                                                        Being human is not a choice.

Is that what is actual?

Are you choosing to be stuck here as a human?

When you woke up this morning did you go " I think I`ll be a human today?

Being human is a life sentence.

Being free of the human is only available through death.
Death of the human is the last thing the human will allow to happen.

All the above is self evident.
There is nothing new here. No mind blowing revelation.

It is what is actual.
There is nothing one can do about it.

But the human cannot observe what is actual.
It lives it`s life sentence without ever observing what that life sentence is.

The mechanism used by the human to avoid observing the actual is the mind.

There is the actual. And there is the story that the mind places between the observer and the observed.

Sit quietly in a distraction free environment and connect your breathing.
In out In out in out.  No pauses.

Observe the mind making up distracting stories.
Observe that the only choice there is is to not get caught up in them.

Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #38 on: May 09, 2017, 08:41:44 AM »

                                                             The Author

                                                               Part 39.

                                                               No and.

When the human mind is exposed to the material here, it goes "This is all bullshit."

It sees here none of the tools to free itself from itself.

The mind insists on being consulted about its own eradication.

The mind says "This is not how to get rid of me...What you need to do is ....."

The mind will search frantically for an authority that can stand between it and oblivion.

It will use whatever works to inhibit observation of the actual.

The mind will look for the greatest mind that can tell you how it became non existent.

The addict trying to escape addiction will run to the addiction for solace.

This is the mind. It is your life and it is destroying your life.

Nothing in the mind is real.
Not one thing.

Not even the sense of serenity that resides just over the horizon...eternally.

The mind is the "and" .

Here is you.

There is you and....



Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #39 on: May 10, 2017, 08:29:13 AM »

                                                             The Author

                                                               Part 40.

                                                                Disown.

Everything that is retained by the mind is retained because it is right.

Even if it is because one is right about it being wrong.

This rightness is the conditioning that the human clothes itself in.

Nobody is being who they are because it is the wrong thing to do.

If it were the wrong thing doing it would be impossible.

One can bury this actuality in word play and mind games.
That is what the human existence is.

Being right is life. Being wrong is death.

Do you see it ?

Owning one`s conditioning is the right thing to do.
"I am being who I am because of the experiences I have learned from."

"Without those experiences I wouldn`t have a clue who I was."


Look at this...

If you didn`t have a clue who you were, you could be anything.

To disown who you were, is to be who you actually are.

And who is that?

An absence of that which you are not.

Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #40 on: June 04, 2017, 10:37:23 AM »

                                                          The Author

                                                               Part 41.

                                                         More about the author.

The author does not use learned skills to create.

Language and experience play no part in creation.

Language and experience are tools of the mind to claim authorship for something that
is purely modification and rearrangement.

A great idea is a great idea because the perceiver of it knows nothing else.

An even better idea is based on the great idea that preceded it.

The human is sentenced to attempt to think his/her way out of their sentence.

But every thought is a vocalization and thus a sentence.

How ironic that one is sentenced by sentences.

The difficulty in exposing this con is that being free of it is not something
in one`s experience.

Unable to relate to it, the human has to amend the message till it is relate-able.

The human is sentenced to exist between pleasure and pain.
So a message from the author is viewed from that context.

"This message is about increasing my pleasure and reducing my pain."

That is the only way the human can relate to the message.

So a message from the author becomes twisted and perverted.

It is also creating the time for the reduction of pain and the increase in pleasure.

But what it really comes down to is it gives the human something to DO.
That is the thing that closes the cell door behind the human.

To do is what the human is all about.

To not do is something the human simply cannot relate to.

The human is so used to doing that for the human to not do is unthinkable.

The unthinkable is free of.
Something the human cannot relate to at all.
The human can never be free.

S/he asks eternally "why am I here?"
The human is never here. The human can only exist in a there.

If the human was actually "here" there would be no one there to ask the question.
Observe beyond the words.
The sentence would no longer be there to be served.
« Last Edit: June 05, 2017, 08:48:58 AM by Ididntcomeback » Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #41 on: June 05, 2017, 09:20:48 AM »

                                                             The Author

                                                               Part 42.

                                                        Is the author God?

God is an invention of the human.
Have a look at any God that has been invented and it will be observed that HE is
polluted with human qualities.

He has to be... Otherwise the human cannot relate to him.

The relationship the human has with God is actually a relationship between a human and
his/her own mind.

There is a dialogue present every time a human communicates with his/her God.

These dialogues form the sentence that humans serve for their God.

The human exists in separation from God. Thus a dialogue can occur.

Whether one believes in a God or not, this dialogue is part of what being human is.

The dialogue is only possible in the space between separation.

The human is separated from who s/he actually is. Thus dialogue and communication is possible.

A self cannot communicate with a self.

There would be nothing to communicate.

Communication only exists because of separation.

When one is what is actual, there is no possibility of a life to exist.

A life exists in contrast to death.
When life and death are observed as the same thing, there is no separation between them.

They only appear separated to the human, while s/he is existing between them.

Time is what makes the separation of what is actual, and what isn`t , possible.

None of this is a remedy for anything.

What is actual does not need fixing.

It is what is actual. And one observes `that` when there is nothing can be done about it.

Observing this material drives the mind nuts.

Or does it expose the mind for the nut is actually is?

« Last Edit: June 07, 2017, 08:20:22 AM by Ididntcomeback » Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #42 on: June 09, 2017, 08:49:46 AM »

                                                            The Author

                                                               Part 43.

                                                            The eternal mystery.

When trying to climb out of their life sentence the human, denied any other option, is compelled
to seek knowledge from someone who knows.

Who has all the answers?
It is hoped that an all knowing being can shed light on the mysteries of life.
This is recourse to an authority.
Which is a barrier to observing what is actual.

So a seeker is sabotaged on their first step.

That isn`t to say that their are not some who can point out things that the human has not looked at before.

But these helpful beings are not placing a division between what is known and what isn`t.

The whole of organized religion is based on this fact...
"WE know something you don`t."

But implying that is not what is actual.

When asked "What do you actually know?"
It becomes apparent that they don`t know anything.

For to know one must be located between know and don`t know.

That is the only viewpoint a human can have.

To be free of the human is to see what is actual.
There is nothing to know or otherwise.

That is the exit door from the human sentence....

... To observe that one does not know.

Anything other than that is delusion ! 

« Last Edit: June 20, 2017, 06:48:52 AM by Ididntcomeback » Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #43 on: June 18, 2017, 11:00:11 AM »

                                                           The Author

                                                               Part 44. 

                                                          Standing on the precipice.

Observing what is actual is the last time one will see it.
For the moment what is actual is observed, it is transformed.

That which was there observing it is no more.

What was lost is found. So the seeker of it is no longer there to seek.

The life of the seeker is extinguished. Never to return. It is no longer there to return.
Only something else can return. What is returned is transformed.

The human has been seeking meaning to it`s life for all time.
That life existed only because it was seeking.
When the seeking is over, so is the life of the seeker.

Transformation has occurred.

The human is stuck on this treadmill of life with no choice in the matter.
It is a question that cannot be answered. For it to be answered the questioner can no longer be there
to ask it.

The whole of human history is dramatizing the frustration caused by what this con actually is.
And the human who sees it is no longer there to be frustrated.

What is being revealed here is counter to everything you know.

But if what you know is carefully examined, it becomes apparent that you actually know nothing.

Unable to be with this actuality, the human is compelled to come up with explanations that
provide nothing but peace of mind.
But peace of mind is completely divorced from what is actual.

Peace of mind inhibits observation of what is actual.

Peace of mind is all about being as close to the happy end of a scale, and as
far away from the sadness that makes that scale possible.

The human exists between happy and sad.
When the mechanics of this con are actually observed, happy and sad have no gap between them for
an existence between them to occur.

Transformation has occurred.
S/he is transformed. That separation between happy and sad is no longer there to be occupied.

None of what is being revealed here is of any interest to a human.

The human cannot relate to any of it.
As soon as it does it has missed the point.

It becomes clear that all human philosophy is just fueling the human fire that rages through the ages.

Just ask any human what happens after they die, and you will see that the human knows nothing.
The human is happy to exist with his/her delusions.
Their delusions come under the heading of philosophy.

What is being revealed here is ANTI PHILOSOPHY !!

By dismantling human philosophy, one is dismantling the human. 

The human is the authored.
The author is not human.

The author is the absence of that which has been authored.



         
« Last Edit: June 19, 2017, 08:19:21 AM by Ididntcomeback » Logged
Ididntcomeback
Global Moderator
Hero Member
*****

Karma: +14/-0
Offline Offline

Posts: 14442


« Reply #44 on: June 19, 2017, 08:53:32 AM »

                                                             The Author

                                                               Part 45.

                                                           The great seductress.

As one hovers over the precipice of being human and non human, one is hovering
over everything they know and don`t.
One is right there where slavery transforms into freedom.

This is the end of the line for the human. It is death.

So going beyond it is something impossible for the human to do.
For a start it is a not doing. And doing is what the human is.

The human absolutely cannot do nothing.
Try it.

After a few micro seconds of not doing the human is seduced back into doing.

Sit comfortably in a distraction free environment, close your eyes, connect your breathing.
In out in out in out...No pause.

Know nothing.
But before you know it you are seduced back into life.
Life suddenly becomes unfathomably interesting.

But any life begun has sealed it`s fate and it has obligated itself to a rendezvous with death.
The human has no choice but to serve it`s life sentence.

Life and death are two parts of the same thing.
Separated only by time.
A time that only exists between that separation.

One has a life time.

That lifetime is a death.

Having a life means a lot to lose.

As death approaches all that one has to lose is lost.

By the end of that life there is nothing left to lose.
Death is no longer a threat. All is lost.
Life is restored.

The life one has just lost was actually a death.

Life and death are reunited. Time stops.

Logged
Pages: 1 2 [3] 4 5 ... 13   Go Up
Print
Jump to: